What A Rough Year

Deep realizations, independence, second chances, exploring, drifting away, little things, being treated like a lady, the fireworks of romance, doubts, rolls of tears, shutting down, legit ecstasy, getting hurt over and over again, strobe of lights, and soaring to the paradise of reality. These are best words to remember while ending this year.

Deep Realizations

It's an annual habit. How things get clearer and clearer as you stop asking for some answers.Oh the steepness of the blade of the knife, it pains too much.

Independence

Created as an individual, it is necessary to live your life without letting your other hand land on someone's shoulder. That's the number one rule, never abandon your bubble. Shred the thinnest line of your privacy.

Second Chances

Everybody deserves second chances but not for the same mistake.

Exploring

When things get misplaced, you opt for new sets of visions. You tend to step a little out of your C-zone. Do this not because you're hurt, but because you care for your own good. Never lock yourself into someone's world. Learn the art of exploring.

Drifting Away

Best way to loosen things up by means of closing your eyes as you feel the air rushing through your skin and hair. Let your mind drift and reflect.

Little Things

Never ignore these things, sooner or later someone will be sick of all of the pure sh*t that it brings.

Being Treated Like A Lady

Whatever happened to the known chivalry, every lady deserves this.

The Fireworks of Romance

Fleeting moment, the overflowing love that you feel, the spark... the firework feeling of romance. Honestly, this is the best.

Doubts

The power of doubt on its highest volt when you "overthink". Stay away from this.

Rolls of Tears

It will always get you. You have to let it out dear, it's okay to cry.

Shutting Down

You know the "And-not-a-single-fuck-was-given-that-day" attitude? It's shutting down. Shutting down all your humanity, your patience, your fears, your emotions. Give it a try.

Legit Ecstasy

Being around with your happy friends is viral. One thing that I regret the most was ignoring my friends when I'm in a relationship. I thought I'd be complete whenever I am with my partner, thinking that my partner is also a person who can be my bestfriend, brother, and a lover, but I was wrong, that person can't play all the roles that a bestfriend or a brother can do. It's just different. Don't lose your friends because someday, they will the first one to call when a heartbreak happens.

Getting Hurt Over and Over Again

Self explanatory.

Strobe Lights

The adrenaline rush you feel when the lights hit you. I had that moment when my friends and I went to Seventh High in Fort. The unforgettable green and silver lights while raising my hand up in the air. Amazing.

Soaring To The Paradise of Reality

It hurts to know that I'm just a kid who longs for a place to call home, the one who needs a pint of care of a parent, the one who doesn't want to be treated like a trash,  the one who needs to be loved more, and the one who always calls of justice.

There, there. What a rough year has been.

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